Tuesday, October 21, 2008

peace out Az.

I'm tired of Arizona, or maybe I'm just tired in general. Either way I wanna peace out of here, like, pronto. All the sunshine makes me feel like I'm obligated to be "happy" and "cheerful" all the time then when I'm not I'm suddenly a disgrace or something. I'm not a fan of it, I was around 10-13 years ago when I moved here, but no longer.

I'm not used to staying in one place for so long and I'm kind of antsy. I feel like thats the reason why I've made no real, sort of ...progression, with my life.

I think I'd like living in the Pacific Northwest, or Northeast for that matter. Anywhere that had 4 distinct seasons, rains alot, has tons of trees and plant life whose main color isnt brown. I'm tired of brown and sand. Even in Spring everything is brown and looks dead. I've had a lot of people tell me that the suicide rate is higher in those areas because of lack of sun, all the rain, yadda yadda...I happen to LIKE that about the area. I like all the rain, and green, and all the LIFE.

Hopefully I'll be able to move soon, get on with my life, do the things I want to do...


desertpeach said...

I grew up in AZ. I moved about a year ago...traded for the beach and beautiful 78 degree weather. I remember being at work in AZ one day, I had to shut the blinds in my office because I was sooooo sick of seeing the sun. It was driving me nuts.